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Friday, March 10, 2006

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Yes, I sure would say that title describes how I'm feeling right now quite accurately.

Looks like I'm all ready for a brand-new weekend very much like the last one: Nothing to do, wondering why things are going dowhill, me pretending to be happy, and getting minimal amounts of work done!

I submitted four resumes Sunday, not one of those stores have called me back, (I've called them all, they told me "we'll call you.") I was supposed to go to Burlington this weekend with Ash to escape T.O. and get a much-appreciated change of scenery. That's not happening, she's extremely sick and is worried I'll become sick like her. I feel very very badly, don't get me wrong, and I really hope she gets better very soon.

*Flushhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

Ah, there's the sound of my weekend!

Last night I decided to go out, it was amazing fun!! A few weird spots, making for really good stories, but fantastic times! Unfortunately, I have 8AM class Fridays, which is why I should never go clubbing on Thursday nights ever again. 2:30AM to bed, 7:10AM to wake up... Lack of sleep + Joel = Whoaaaaaaaaa trippy as fuck. I just tried to take a nap, and the only result is me feeling very lightheaded, like the Care Bears are about to jump out of my closet and a marching band is about to fly by my window. I feel ever-so-slightly nauseous, to be honest.

Tonight's the Residence Semi-Formal... I'd be going, but the tickets were just so gosh darn expensive. I hope everyone who goes has a great time, truly I do. I'm just... I can't type anymore.

You're enjoying your day
Everything's going your way
Then along comes Daniel Downer
Always there to tell you 'bout a new disease,
A car accident or killer bees
You'll beg her to spare you,
"Daniel, please!"
But you can't stop Daniel Downer!

This aformentioned little text is simply to apologize for my downer-ness lately. If Joel Vautour's depressed about something, you know it's gotta be bad! Hahaha, but I actually feel better, and I truly do believe something amazing is about to happen very soon.

Yours,

Joel




2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Joellll

everything is so horrid right now. it's just horrible. have you found that just nobody knows how to listen? i'm so tired of it. nobody can listen nobody, even if they try you know theyre just hearing as much as they need to in order to start talking. it sucks alot.

need to escape? you can come up to my place wiht me one weekend if you want to. its just-moved-into and so its kinda all over the place but i totally get what you mean about needing to be away and yeah it's here and i come back alot now so anytime you want.

i'm so upset tonight. argh. i just need like...i dunno, something. rain. yeah i need it to rain alot and thunder and lightning. wouldnt that be nice?

*shrug*

Fri Mar 10, 08:06:00 p.m.

 
Blogger joel said...

thanks for posting you feelings, I sincerely hope you feel better soon, I really appreciate it :)

Sat Mar 11, 01:33:00 p.m.

 

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