what a harsh slap to the face.

Caption: Picture I took on Sunday, emphasizes my current sentiments.

hoooly shit, was a harsh slap to the face.

"yay, it's Reading Week! go and have fun!"

"but when you come back, GET READY FOR HELL"

...that was my day yesterday. my agenda? why sure.

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9:00AM, wake for RAC and put away drying laundry strewn everywhere.
9:15AM, go off to the RAC for an hour and a half.
10:45AM, return, shower.
11:10AM, write news for spiritlive.net show, "The Ryerson Buffet."
11:20AM, run downstairs to grab lunch to have while writing news.
12:00PM, do "Buffet"
1:00PM, run to Broadcast History
4:00PM, stumble out of class drowsily, tired and disheveled from three hours of lecture. go downstairs with Mark to edit EFP final assignment.
7:10PM, crawl out of Bill Studios, feeling like death.
8:15PM, return to Bill Studios to record "VoicePrint Canada."
9:15PM, plan to study for EFP.
11:00PM, actually begin studying for EFP Midterm.
11:50PM, go to bed.

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ew. well, anyway, today was mildly better. but kind of not. I didn't get modelling Open Call I really wanted, bunch of tards. they hired male models from agency prior to the auditions... FUCK YOU, MASS EXODUS! I need to write that again for release and emphasis.

FUCK YOU, MASS EXODUS! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

k, there :)

time for the [always] belated Friday Five!

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1) When does liking someone a lot become loving that person?

When you can't stop thinking about them, and you know the feeling's returned.

2) Is there a job you would do for free, and is it your current job?

I would definately be a model for free. I would also be a singer/performer for free, and an actor. I would likely also be a television personality for free as well. Unfortunately, none of these are really my current jobs.

3) What is one person/thing that inspired you to take action of some sort?

...Ask vague questions much? I'm skipping this, it's a stupid question.

4) Though you might not believe in it, would you like fate to exist?

I think no matter what, my fate is to be famous. So, yes.

5) What's the kindest thing that anyone has ever done for you?

Oh, many things, I'm so fortunate. My family threw a surprise party for me once, that really was lovely. I find more enjoyment and pleasure in everyday things sometimes, though. Like when someone holds the door open for me, or gives me a compliment. For sure. It's all about karma!

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and finally,

I'm done.

yours,

J. A. Y. V.