bitter bitter bitter bitter

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaugh surprise, Canadian Idol didn't work out. I'm very upset.

well, kind of. this is like what? major letdown #4 or #5 of the school year? what a fucking roller coaster first year was. I tried everything. and failed almost everything.

let's hope second year is better, I don't know how much more of this "fail-then-cheer-up" formula I can take. auuugh. fuck, more details to follow. cheer up buttercup! <3

T-minus 2 days until my extremely beloved SJ & N.B.,
Joel, still gonna be a star.

P.S. Highly unpleasant word of the week: loafers. Ew.